Like those old time Movies, everything fits somewhere…

Well, after a few years she enters again. Looking as beautiful and as peaceful as anything that has the right to walk the earth. Her eyes are the calmness that I seek. Her voice is the raspy tonal quality of an old time black and white film. Her understanding and similarities are the items in the bag that I know, that I remember from that one time when I snuck a peak.

There is no way this is real! There is no way that smile is nothing other then my mind doing what it can to play a trick upon itself. Sometimes even the sanity of my insanity likes to be nice to me!

Like an episode of Twilight Zone, where I sit in my Rocking Chair and I tell stories like Scatman Cruthers, it’s all in my head! Yes, it’s all in my head!

With the Pixies playing in the back ground softly……….”all in my mind, yea all in my mind”……

Insanity runs like water down a Mountain River

I have known it all my life, it wasn’t so much that I needed a Dr. to tell me there was an issue, I always knew there was a problem. I, like much of you have always viewed things a little different, and I have always thought about things a bit different. It usually just trickles at first, and at this stage it seems to be a little more then some curiosity. But as the oddity in my head builds I begin to see the flow of strangeness like a leaf tossed into a running river. I can see my ideas bouncing off of one rock and then to another. Sometimes they change colors, and sometimes they break apart into much smaller pieces, but mostly they just carry them self down the river like most of my thought, with out an answer and with out a reasonable hope for an answer.

The tangents usually precede them, kind of like a fall day’s wind, and the wind that blows the leaf into the water. It is the tangents that are the real cause of some of my life’s problems. Problems; that are more like questions that no one normally asks? Questions that are based on an idea that for some reason makes sense to me, but for those that are not aware that it is fall are more like a quarter that is stuck to a bottom of a rock that no one has taken the time to turn it over yet? The question is there, it is just that for some reason no one ever asks? And for some reason those are the questions that get the oddest looks from others when I ask them.

So you ask why is insanity like water that is flowing down a Mountain River? Mostly because no one has taken the time to turn over that rock to see what is stuck to the bottom of it! And if you did, you’ll find I was already there!

Politicians are just a necessary evil, they always have been, and always will be!

I started writing a note here about how tired I am about hearing all of the whiners complain about what is going on in the current administration. But I started thinking about all of these people doing this, and how much time they spend doing these sorts of things. And it hit me, What if these people spent this much time working on themselves? I mean we live in a country where obesity is out of control, where personal health is on a giant down swing, and because of that health care is getting more and more out of hand. If you take good care of yourself, and eat right and exercise it is likely that you will spend less time in the hospital, and more time feeling better. (Obviously there are exceptions.) But I would be that most of these people who are doing most of the whining are not taking care of themselves as well as they could be. I mean if you are sitting around all day, focusing on everything that you look at in a negative way it has to rub off on your mental state, which then goes to your physical state!

Look we all know that there are problems with the Government, I am sure this isn’t a news flash for anyone. As long as there has been vermin such as politicians there has been someone who is unhappy! But would you honestly want to live anywhere else? I mean hands down we live in the best Country there is! (Of course I am sure someone will come up with something? Just to have an opposed voice. Great go ahead?) But, given the choice of a reasonable person, this is the place to be! If it wasn’t there wouldn’t be so many people trying to get in to this Country!

So, all I am saying is, it’s ok to vent from time to time, we all need that! But to spend almost every waking moment in a negative state is only going to lead to problems. Try to focus on the good things that we have, because after all, if you could you honestly say that there is a better place then the U.S.A. then you should just go there.